you text me,
asking to remove yr pic frm my FB.
U once told me,
u're embarrassed to hv or remember me as your ex.
But boy,
what i did?
i cn never figure out why?!

I'm upset that idk what i wants.
I broke of with kelvin,
i feel insecured with him my the feel wasnt the same.
In sms, ur msged sounded so sarcastic.
Maybe i was too. :(

WHY WHY WHY?
why does heaven wanna make a fool of me?
why is this path so rocky?
Why is it hurting me?
why am i insomnia?
Why is everybody against me ?
Whats happening?

What i want!
Whats wrong?!
why i just cn never love someone or why noone deserved my love?

Or am i taking him for you?
cus it seems like i can never do things the right way?
why recently i getta know so many xiaolong?
i dun wan!!!!

im getting insane.
my mind is cropped up.

i MISS U,
STILL,

CHAN RUK KHUN.
chan kit teung khun mak mak.

every day,
mai moa mai glban,
so silly right?

sigh*